ضاق صدري.. استُصعٍبَ تنفسي.. شُلَّت حركتي.. فارتأيت أن أُغلِقَ جفنايَ، لَعَلَّ الحزن يُسْتَتَر.. لكنَّ مدامعي هَلَّت.. وجرت في وديانها المحفورة.. لتنعكس على قطراتها ضعفي.. تعبي.. وألمي.

هذا مالم أستطع إيقافه أو وضع حدٍّ له، فكلما التقطت أذناي صوتا.. ترجمته.. لتكتشف أنه يتعلق بثروة الحرية، تزداد ضربات قلبي.. وكلما حدَّقت عيناي في صورة ما، ويتبين أنَّها صورة لؤلؤة مستقرة في السماء، ملاذا أرضها للناس، تتغرغر تلك العينان بالدموع.

فمتى ستحتضنيني يا لؤلؤة؟ ومتى سأراك أمامي وأنتِ تنتصبين مكانك بكل فخر وعزًّ تحت أذرعٍ ست؟!

باختصار،، يذبحني الشوق، ويؤلمني الأنين… فمتى اللقاء؟!

I just love the Joker, don’t know why!!

I just love the Joker, don’t know why!!

cheer up

cheer up

"إنَّ الحُسَيْنَ مِصْبَاحُ اَلْهُدى وَ سَفِينَةُ النَّجاة"

Al7amdolelah <3 

when you wake up, having headache, soar throat and a blocked nose, and you have to study for your final exam which you have to do next day, what would you do?!

actually, I tryed to study sitting with mom and bro, because if I studied alone, I’ll not move on! I studied few lessons, then I had a refreshing shower! after that I studied while the T.V was on, but mute! -if I didn’t turn it on, I’ll sleep because of sickness!-. I really couldn’t finish studying, as I was so tired, so, I desided to sleep and wake up at 6 am to continue studying. I took some medicine before sleeping to relief me!

what happened in the morning, that I heard my alarm, but I didn’t get up, I just swiched it off. then I heard my phone, it was a message. and crap, it was 10 am, I had to study, I had to finish all the lessons before the exam!

and quickly, I started studying, had my breakfast, and contiued, went to school, and i still didn’t finish yet. but before I left home, I sayed to mom: “please mom, ed3i layee!”. went to school, girls were discussing what they had studied, and I was simply reading the lessons which I didn’t studied yet. and I had the exam without reading some lessons, only the headlines.

before the exam, I told my friend elsayda: “please sayda, ed3i layee”. I was saying do3a2 while writing my name on the paper, 7ata enni wrote my forth name before my third one!! but thank God, the exam was a peice of cake. Al7amdolelah.

it’s one of the times which I regret not studying early, but this time I was ill. :/

Al7amdolelah 3ala kole 7al. Ao7eboka ya Allah <3

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finally started studying

I started to study, good for me! but after I had my lunch, I’m no longer in the mood to study! so, I desided to complete after prayer time -which it’s after an hour, but I’m starting after two hours. but for now, I want to do something usefull, so what can I do? don’t have any ideas yet.

P.S. I think I’m getting back to world, starting with tumblr and twitter. and cousin, may God help your sister. RIP sweeti.

I&#8217;ve just seen AVATAR on DVD. I know, it has been ages since it was in theaters, but I didn&#8217;t have the chance to watch it, 3adi! It&#8217;s really an amazing movie, but everytime someone dies, I remember my sweet cousin. may his soul rest in peace ensha2Allah.

I’ve just seen AVATAR on DVD. I know, it has been ages since it was in theaters, but I didn’t have the chance to watch it, 3adi! It’s really an amazing movie, but everytime someone dies, I remember my sweet cousin. may his soul rest in peace ensha2Allah.

It is Saturday!

it’s saturday, the third day since my cousin has died, and it’s 3 days far from the begining of the final exams.

my plans for today were to study chemestry and then go to matam, but nothing of these has happened yet! I’m not in the mood for studying and mom wants from me to saty at home to study, which apparently, it’s not happening! so now I’m almost home alone!!

I want to do something usefull today, but what to do?

I can organize the little miss in my bedroom, complete my desighned photo about my cousin, work on the second issue of my personal magazine which I didn’t puplish yet!! I can also watch a movie, write down some headlines for my spring break, and chat with a friend although I’m not in the mood to chat!! in the end, I’ll try to get in the mood to study tomorrow!

P.S. dear cousin, I didn’t forget you, you are in my heart <3 RIP darling.